Showing posts from February, 2010


I miss you mom.
It's been too long 
You don't even come to my dreams.
Were you simply too tired?
Are you happy now that you are gone?
I want to remember you happy
With your blue eyes smiling
like when I came to visit
When you had bought something pretty.
Did I tell you that I loved you, enough?
I hope you are with dad
Is he making you laugh?
Hope to see you again mom.
I hope to see you again.


I ought to write something
to express myself
to write is to think
thinking is what makes me feel human
like I exist
I should not ramble
but that is all I have
my mind, a jumble of incoherent thoughts
I think of time, how fast it scape's
I fear of dying with an unfinished life
to die young is tragic
but to die old, yet unlived is a catastrophe
I measure life in accomplishments
these days you can be nothing, short of brilliant
in anything
You cant just be good
you have to be god
even in madness
you have to be spectacular
you see, life is so difficult.